Once

I WAS HERE….

Once

I EXISTED

Once

 

Until the suck and pull

Became too much

And when I couldn’t break

 

The surface for some air….

 

I sank and sat in the sand

 

At the bottom

 

And let the waves wash me

Cell from cell

 

Until I was the nothing of before

 

 

 

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Unwanted Furniture

Here I am, a human being feeling

a piece of furniture getting pushed

pained toes and bruised shins

and shoved across the floor

unwanted and misplaced

never time and plenty distance

left out on the curbside

forgot how to breathe

and here I am, a human being feeling

used up and thrown away

no need and no more want

buried under forgotten dreams

unwanted and misplaced

thrown aside for love of

forgot how to think

pushed and thrown

unwanted and misplaced

Anger?

Insanely idiotic, this anger.

Does it grow from roots?

Spreading like a virus?

Is it an infection?  Is there a cure?

I cannot like this anger.

I cannot like that it erupts.

So violently without reason or persuasion.

And its not just anger.

Now there’s spite.

I’m not taking blame for this.

It’s all on you.

I’ve done everything I can.

This is my reward for your demand.

Awesome.