the girl awoke, sometime in the middle of the night.
She awoke to sweaty sheets and cold air,
and the empty bed.
The girl wandered around the empty rooms,
And when the girl stepped outside for a smoke,
she listened to the empty night.
And she was awake. More awake than she’d been.
Leaving the dreams of girlhood behind.
Awake and lonely in the night,
the girl forgave the lie the earth had gave her.
Lies of passion that warmed her blood.
The girl forgave hope, for ever being constant.
She forgave herself for dreaming for so long.
She forgave the words the people spoke.
She forgave the world for telling her of love.
For in the empty cold aired night,
awake and silent, she listened to her heart.
The girl listened to the echoes of the lies she had told herself.
The lies she wrapped around herself and colored her vision.
And she stepped away from the hazy daydream world.
The girl looked into the eyes of when she became.\
Abandoning the warmth and the light,
she let the ice and cold cover her and fill her lungs.
Standing and staring into forever, the dark her home.