The way I do

I’m smart enough to know that only I love like I do

and no matter how much I love you

in the way that I do

that I will always have a part of me

that is desperately lonely

craving that love that only I would recognize

Like recognizing crazy simply because I understand crazy

But that love only exists in me

and I’m the only one who understands it

and how hopeless it is to hope beyond all hope

that I would recognize it in someone else

or that someone would completely understand it

and dive into that pool so deep and vast

We’d both be happy to drown in it

and wallow in nothing else

forgetting everyone and everything else

because in this love we live

in another universe where no one else can come,

so I will love you the only way that I know how

knowing I’m the only one to love as I do

and I will embrace the loneliness

and hopelessness and search until forever

until time ends and nothing else exists

and I’m forced to realize

I’m the only one..

Alone in love with love.


Author: doing2016

I started writing when I was very young. Then I was mortified on a bus full of people when one of my stories was read aloud. I lost my focus and quit. Now, I'm trying to find my voice and my ambition. I love to write, good or bad. So, I'm doing it here and now. Thank you.

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