Unwanted

It’s intolerable

being buried under

and lifted high

and grotesquely molested

by your every deed and thought

as though its heavy

as though you were right

as though it ever fucking mattered

You can take your God bless you’s in the bathroom stalls

you can fake your Heaven is calling for me’s

you can take all of your unjust and unholy

dirty deeds and shove them where god forgot to look

And wipe it clean with a page of the most unholy book

the one you pretend to read

and you think you have a thought

but instead I feel

it’s your idiocy banging against my skull

and it breaks and I bleed and I want to end it all

start this world anew

begin a new day

in a new way

And make them pay where they sit in luxury

and steal the energy,

the innocence

take the highway of the bandits

raping and killing with your righteous

right hand hidden under

holding tight and I’m pissed at the injustice

Pious heads bowed in

eyes gleaming glinting evil intentions

and I can’t breathe under this blanket you spread over me

every time you utter sacrilege with your tongue

You don’t understand life and you can’t understand

You’re the evil one with your broken mind and broken fingers

and broken tongue and you have no right to

force upon me with unwanted glee,

that from which I hastily flee.

I think I’m done now.

I feel better.

I’m less strung out and I’m happy

when your voice is not battering against my walls.

When I’m drifting in bliss

and I’ve forgotten you even exist at all.

 

 

 

 

 

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Author: doing2016

I started writing when I was very young. Then I was mortified on a bus full of people when one of my stories was read aloud. I lost my focus and quit. Now, I'm trying to find my voice and my ambition. I love to write, good or bad. So, I'm doing it here and now. Thank you.

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