I’ve been dreaming that I’m crazy
and these rooms don’t exist.
I’ve been stressed and so afraid
that was was real to me, was nothing
but a hallucination.
I’ve been terrified to accept
the truth is this life is nothing but a lie
and I can’t resist the urge to admit
even if I was insane and none of this was real
Right here is where I’d rather be.
It takes the world and all its heavy
and lifts it straight from my shoulders.
I’m happy here inside my head, if
all of this is fantasy. This world is mine
to create, its perfect in every detail of real life.
And if I’m locked up somewhere in a padded cell,
I’d rather be here, in this dreaming than anywhere
outside where you aren’t real.
If all there is is loving you, I’m satisfied inside this wish
Leave me undisturbed, you can’t understand these
songs that sing to me, a heartbeat unfinished.
My prayer for you.